I cant handle this...

Im 35 weeks pregnant and feeling completely fat and unattractive. On top of that my boyfriend acts completely turned off by me now. Before i got pregnant we used to have a good sex life, he was always sweet to me, would give me back massages when i wanted them, etc...now i can count on one hand the amount of times we've had sex since ive been pregnant, i have to beg him to give me a massage and even then he will only do it for a maximum of 10 minutes. I fall asleep crying almost every night because i feel like im laying beside a man who doesnt even want me anymore. He will always point out hot girls on tv or facebook but never tells me how good i look. Im being induced in 2 weeks and by the time i have this baby and recover, we will have gone almost 4 months without sex. I just want to be that attractive skinny girl again😥