Depression is exhausting

I have absolutely no energy anymore. My husband and I are going through some tough times and on top of nearly debilitating depression, I feel like he treats me differently.

Like, I was never a flowers and hearts girl, but I feel like he used to try harder when it came to us.

I'm scheduled to start some meds in a couple weeks, so maybe that'll help some. I just don't know how we'll get ahead at this point. It feels like no matter how much effort we put in to trying to get ahead, we're stopped at every turn. It's like it'll never get better, and I'm tired of fighting just to stay afloat.