Ughhhhh

I'm 17 years old and would give anything to wear bralettes, crop tops, and super cute shirts but my boobs are super big (like literally as big as my head😂 40D) and they're kind of saggy because they're so big. I just wish I could wear more cute little things but I'm super self conscious about my boobs and I feel like they look weird if I even attempt to put on a cute shirt, I mainly stay in baggy t shirts and stuff, and for the crop tops I have bad stretch marks from being pregnant, and a bad stomach pouch, I just wish I could dress kind of like other girls my age instead of t shorts and sweatpants all day. But I look at myself in the mirror and my body is soo nasty looking. I used to be a really small girl with B size boobs, it was perfect and I would give anything to go back there.. Heck my face is even fatter than it was now.😭 And my thighs have stretch marks so I don't even like wearing shorts anymore.. I just feel disgusting.