Nerves like these 🤔🤔

In recent years I guess I've become expectant of the disappointment that comes with not getting pregnant , so now I never get excited. And I hate taking tests....so I usually wait and wait and wait- because somehow getting my period isn't as painful as a negative test , but now today I'm almost a week late and my cycles been pretty regular of late, so i have to do a test tomorrow. Sure you never no ! .