It was just a dream...

I had a dream my husband died tragically and I literally woke up crying. It's been difficult to contain the emotions even though he's clearly fine, lying next to me, snoring away.

I'm great at telling myself "it's just a dream" but the realness of it just has my heart broken.

Who am I without him? He literally completes me and I complete him. My life would be shattered. I couldn't stay in this house, smell him, see him every where I go. Hell, i dont know if I could stay in this city.

God I just want to wake him and hug him.