I don't usually put myself out here like this but I'm feeling lost, am low on girlfriends and need to vent.

There are so many examples of my boyfriends rudeness But last night was the most recent and is weighing on me. We had just gotten into bed. He is already laying down and comfy. I go to lay down next to him. I scoot closer and move his arm so he would have his arm around me. As I'm moving his arm he says "what the fuck?!" I say, "what's wrong, what happen?" He says "nothing, I didn't want my arm like that. Just come here." Confused, I laid down next to him like I wanted. But after his remark, I no longer wanted to be snuggling with him. I moved his arm back to where it was, scooted away and put my hand on his arm. All I wanted was to cuddle but instead I get "what the fuck." (God, this sounds so stupid and juvenile. We are in our 30s!) Just like my boyfriend to overreact and make me feel like shit. Just like me to be stubborn and not let shit go.

All I want is to be loved and give love.