Forever overweight...

Ellie โ€ข Married May โ€˜17 ๐Ÿ’ Angel Baby Jan โ€˜18 ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿป Rainbow baby due April โ€˜19 ๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿป England ๐Ÿด๓ ง๓ ข๓ ฅ๓ ฎ๓ ง๓ ฟ

I really really struggle with my weight. Growing up I starting loosing my hand-eye coordination and had pain in my legs so I lost interest in sport. I put on weight and turned to eating naughty food. When I was 19 I found out I had hyper-mobility syndrome which explained so so many things. I have chronic pain in my joints and have chronic fatigue. I've managed to work my way up to being full time and got married in may this year. But I really want a baby and believe I will be my most healthy when I think about my child's health over my own. So many years of bad habits that I'm struggling to get out of... I'm stuck in a cycle of no energy and wanting chocolate but feeling down because I'm fat and argh will get there...