It happens even when you think it wont

Okay so this literally happened like 5 hours ago ... so basically its the whole college student meets other college student at college party and decides they like each other so they hookup... anyway i should tell you guys that i am totally a submissive person and i love being dominated and all of that bdsm stuff and from what i could tell the guy was a dominate hardcore "hurt her for my pleasure" type of guy... anyway so we deice to have sex and he came in 10 minutes right not even bad i dont care i was surprised so he said lets do it again ... here is a list of everything he wanted me to do/wanted to do to me:

1 cum constantly

2 squirt even though im not a squirter

3 grab and scratch at my body

4 Scratch and claw and chew at my boobs

5 scream his name at the top of my lungs even though people in the dorm would totally hear us

6 fuck him as hard as i can even though i was trying my best

7 fuck me without a condom

8 cum in me even though i told him i wasn't on birth control

9 suck his soft plastic tasting dick (plastic bc of previous condoms

10 choke me until i literally cannot even breath

Anyway so yeah he did everything i listed to me and he loved hearing that i was in pain he would pull my hair so hard that my neck was literally cocked backwards so hard and every time i didn't fuck him hard enough he would grab my nipple and squeezed them so hard i wasn't even pleasurable anymore it hurt so bad i screamed out in pain... i would say im sorry im sorry and he would respond wot dont say sorry do better... i started to tear up only a little bc i realized that i cant really say no ... he likes when i cry and when i scream out his name in horror and when i did defy him he pushed my face and body so hard against a wall i could have KO'd and he said "oh you like being fucked hard dont you" and guys its not even that its that fact that it lasted 2 and a half hours im okay with what he was doing but after 30 minutes of it you get kinda tired of it and i wanted him to stope i said "please stop fucking me" but he said "im not stopping until it cum, how many times you cum" ... i was so done with it 30 minutes ...i asked him to put a condom on and he said no imma fuck you how i want to and i pleaded with him to not cum inside of me and he kept responding with "i will i will" and at the last minute he laughed and said "no i wont" and after that he asked me if i was on birth control and when i told him i wasnt his response was "even better" this was whil he was fucking me without a condom i cant do anything about it really i just want my story out there