I want to marry him so bad :(

I am in a relationship and my bf is 31 years old and am 24

I have a bachelor degree and he couldn't finish his because of a family issue

He is working now but it's not a stable job

I really want to marry him am just worried of what my family would say

Ps. I am Muslim who lives in an Arab country so most families here want their daughter to marry a guy who's financially stable first and with good education

He's working his butt off and trying to save as much money as he can

But the problem is proposing cost a lot

He has to pay dowry almost 15 thousand dollars and the wedding will cost almost the same if it's a small wedding

I really don't know what to do

I was thinking about helping him financially I do have money I inherited from my father after he passed away but he wouldn't let me he's saying that's my money