I am at the clinic just crying I was so ready to go through with it I prepared myself to do this for a couple of weeks and I thought I could do it until the nurse asked me did I want to see my baby and I looked at the screen and I started crying so hard I am embarrassed i dont usually cry infornt of people and I can't stop crying i need a friend more than anything right about now i feel so alone in this situation I don't know what I want to do any more I have to reschedule my appointment because of this