This is for you

Honestly, you call yourself a man? How dare you make me feel so low and so disgusted at my own self... for what gain? I gave you everything, I tried so hard to make you happy but nothing was ever enough for you was it? I was just your pick me up when you were bored, I didn't mean anything to you at all... how could I have been so stupid to look past everything despite everyone telling me how much of an arse you were😤 you purposely tried to knock my confidence (and succeeded) and made me feel like I was worthless! Well let me tell you something, I've realised I was never in the wrong, there is absolutely nothing wrong with me, the problem with me is actually you. If it wasnt for my friends and family bringing me up every time YOU brought me down, I might've let you get away with this abuse. I'm learning to love myself again after you forced me to hate myself. All I have to thank you for is this valuable life lesson and a big fuck you for destroying me. Fuck you