IS THIS OKAY💔😭

I've never been in an online relationship before... it was never long term and never anything serious until my current boyfriend. Recently he has been busy and "busy" is x box and YouTube and ignoring my texts. We are long distance rn not by will but by force. He transferred to my school and I will finally be able to see him. His mom forbid him from dating and seeing me and they live like an hour away and I hate how hard it is to be long distance and not able to have eachother. I deal with depression and suicidal thoughts and anxiety and after a fight on snapchat, I left snapchat and turned notifications off and texted him this.

This was his response to it all but I didn't want to make I'm upset, he was just being hurtful towards me and I wanted him to know why things are so hard for me and all that.

I really do love him