I HAVE NOBODY

Even before I had my baby everyone turned their backs on me. My mom got over the fact that I was pregnant and didn't treat me any differently and my father loves babies so he was the only one to actually be happy. My mom was only like that until I had the baby. Yes she loves the baby but she's still so judgmental. I feel like I CANT handle this anymore. I have NOBODY when I say NOBODY I really mean it. Every time I ask her for help with the baby she tells me she never told me to make the baby. I'm a soon to be 18 year old and still live in my parents house. It has been hard. Even my best friend turned her back on me. It's incredible how things have changed in a short period of time. I got my road test scheduled for Wednesday and there is NOBODY to do me the favor of at least taking me. I got taken two weeks ago and failed because the only practice I got was that same day (parallel parking). Then after I failed it my mother yells at me and tells me I'm not good at anything all because I failed. But then again, SHE NEVER GAVE ME A SINGLE PRACTICE. There's so much going on besides that, I won't even take the time to type it all out. I feel so miserable, so depressed, I just feel like I don't belong here.