38 week appointment rant 😐

Went to my 38 week doctor appointment today thinking I was gonna be dilated more. Well I get into the room to only find out baby had moved back up from 0 to -2 and instead of 70% effaced I was 60% now. He was able to strip my membranes but doesn't see me going into labor anytime soon now. I know baby will come when he's ready but we honestly thought he was almost done baking. I was having a lot of contractions and now nothing. I'm just so disappointed and ready to meet my son! ☹️