Every month..

I symptom spot. I always say that this month I won't...but I do. This month I have had light brown tinged cm 7dpo, 8dpo and 9dpo. I have also had nausea which I've never had before and the classic headache. Also today my eyes were twitching and I was seeing a flashy type light everywhere I looked for about an hour. Burping like a mofo and indigestion can be added to this months list as well. Now here's the question...when will I stop symptom spotting and just test when I'm supposed to?!?!? I drive myself bonkers every month..convince myself I'm pregnant EVERY MONTH...and start my period 😞 every month. Do you have self control? How do YOU do it? I gotta wonder how many of these symptoms I had before ttc and just never gave a rats ass about. Thanks for letting me rant. I think my friends are sick of hearing about it with their beautiful little baby bumps 😩. Not a hater. Not jealous. Just ready for my turn. Best of luck to all of you. We all know that it truly is a journey...maybe even the journey to top all journeys.