This is MY month

This may be the month that I get pregnant, and it might not. Ive got my opk's and will BD accordingly, but other than that it's out of my hands. What is in my control are things I will not do. I will NOT symptom spot during my TWW. I will NOT run to the bathroom 18 times a day to make sure my period hasn't come. I will NOT take a pregnancy test every day, only to fall into despair when I get a negative. I don't want to look back on my life and realized I wasted it waiting. So this month I've decided is my month to take back my power and enjoy all that life has already provided me. Baby dust to you ladies and I hope this is your month too!