im missing being pregnant

L8ne

during my 9 months I just wanted him out. now 2 months after having him I'm getting a little jealous and I'm having baby fever.

I'm too old for this ish...

I told my SO that I would start my BC when I stop breastfeeding. im kinda thinking maybe I'm trying to get pregnant again (as I type this my insides are screaming HELLL 2 THE NO).