Pregnant after second trimester miscarriage

So I am 9 weeks and two days today and I can't seem to let me self get excited. I want his baby so bad but I'm afraid to get my and my husbands hopes up. I had a miscarriage when I was around 14 weeks and I'm so scared it's going to happen again . I lot of women say they had to back to back and I prays it's not the case.

Any one out there deliver a healthy baby after first miscarriage?