I got my first boyfriend when I was 16 and the giddiness of being with him lasted like a week after that I was just content. He wasn't super attractive but he wasn't terrible looking. We dated for a year and a half and I broke up with him because I just wasn't feeling him, all his mannerisms irritated me so much. I dated him because he was nice and sweet but I wasn't sexually attracted to him. I want someone who I love and who I want to stare at for hours because I find them so gorgeous. Our relationship wasn't fun or romantic. It seemed to me that we both were settling, I know settling at 16 😂😒 I was 16 he was 19 and now I'm 18 and he's 21. The relationship was so boring it was like we were married for 60 years. We never went on one single date. We never did anything fun. I just want someone who I actually like and can go out on dates. I want to be a teenager. I wanted to do shit 16 year olds did but I never did. I feel like I just wasted my teenage years on him.