This is killing me more then anything

Maricica • Mummy to Ella born sleeping 23/7/17 👼🏻💝 mummy to josh born 19/5/18 💙🌈mummy to maddie born 18/5/20 💖🌈

I should be 10 weeks away from meeting my gorgeous daughter not all the way back at the start trying again my heart just not in it this time 💔🌈