Virginity

I am a sophomore but 14 years old btw but on Monday August 28th 2017 it was the day I lost my virginity at the age of 14 to "my boyfriend" who's 15 years old. It only hurt for like 2 seconds when he first put it in but after that I wasn't bad, at all🤷🏽‍♀️ the only bad thing is that the next day I watched his Snapchat and he had a whole girlfriend who wasn't me💔 and it completely broke me because I really really really loved this man even though me and him wasn't exactly dating but my feelings for him were out of this world. But strangely I don't regret losing my virginity just to who is where the guilt comes in🤦🏽‍♀️ the scary part is sooner or later I'm going to have to tell my parents and the doctors the next time I have to get check up but tbh idc