Scared for his life

I keep having dreams that my boyfriend gets shot and killed. It is one of my worst fears, and in the dreams, I feel like I make it happen because there's always a situation where a man says something rude to us, I tell him off, and in that instant I think to myself "Oh my gosh, what if he shoots him now?" "He wouldn't shoot him right?" And as SOON as I think about that, a man always pulls out a gun and shoots him. It's as if the result was gonna turn out differently if I never thought about him getting shot. It's like my mind is taking over my dreams or something. And the even weirder part is that it is ALWAYS by a racist white man. I'm black and I have no problem with any type of people but because of all that's been going on in the world lately, I am constantly afraid for my African American boyfriend's life. Does this mean ANYTHING? I know that my mind & my dreams are having some type of correlation obviously but why? How? And the dreams are always different. There's always a different scenario with a different white man but it always ends the same way 😞