Suicide thoughts 😞

This topic it's very difficult but all I'm going to say is..., I need help bad... I feel like killing myself because I feel like I get in the way. Feeling like I get in the way from my love ones.. I do have 3 children but at this moment I have mixs emotions about killing my self or getting treatment for myself and my kids.. I've been going through an rough relationship fight and I'm really feeling like I'm not worth it, that I'm dumb and stupid. Like I shouldn't live at all.. pls don't give my harsh comments because I'm not looking forward to it. I'm having a really bad day😔