TWW - UGGGGGHHHH

Welp I've started the TWW and I'm already OVER IT. 2 CPs, a PCOS diagnosis, 2 rounds of Clomid and thisbl is our 12th month trying. We decided we'd take this month off while we start going through the process of working with a fertility specialist and I'm hoping that this is the month we've done this naturally before we start new meds and the process of an IUI. Through the tests we've done we know I'm okay and he's okay which is a huge relief. A few nights back I had a dream that I was holding a baby boy and I still feel the happiness I felt. It can only be described as the way I felt when they handed me my daughter. This past weekend my husband's mom asked if I was pregnant because my daughter was acting very needy and sometimes they do that when they "sense" a pregnancy. I'm hoping these are signs because I can't help but having this overwhelming feeling of relief and hope that this is our month. I can start testing on the 11th and my husband will be out of town so this could end up being a really amazing surprise when he comes home later that week 🤗 Good luck to the ladies in the two week trenches with me! 😘😊😘😊