what's wrong with me?

Victoria

i was thinking about my past relationships

(each bullet is a different guy :/ )

-always left for other girls

-cheated

-only wanted me for sex and cheated

-was an asshole and verbally abusive

i've only had two good relationships that i ruined out of my own fear. though the rest? what am i doing wrong? do i deserve this for some reason? what's wrong with me? am i just a not likable person? why in relationships can i only get hurt.