This is gonna be a long story but I really need to vent!! Okay so currently am 11+1 weeks pregnant🙌boyfriend and I have been together for a year. We're both from Philadelphia. Now that I'm pregnant it's made me have to think about alot of things ..including the safety of baby, where we're going to live, how we're going to afford this and so on. I lost my job shortly after becoming pregnant and am now collecting unemployment. He works full time plus overtime but doesn't have the best paying job for now(hes working on getting into the union). I'm starting back up in school tomorrow for nursing but it will be a while before i graduate. With the sutuation at hand we'll probably be living with my mom😔it's not a bad thing because i love my mom and im sure I'll need her help, but I dont want to burden her. Well we will have to get our own place as soon as we possibly can. I come from a clean household and my parents were always hard working catholic individuals. Please don't think I'm about to start talking shit because I'm not. I love and respect my boyfriemds family and I am always there for them when they need me but I dont want baby of their house when he/she is born. It's early to even be thinking about this yes but I know I'm not wrong. For one, they're very poor(which isn't the problem) but they have way too many people over there! it's my bf 2 brother's, the brothers kid, his sister and her two kids(that she doesnt take care of because shes on drugs and sleeps all day) the sisters bf, his mom and dad, his drug addict homeless cousin. plus my boyfriend who will be moving in with me soon, thank God! all these people in a 2 bedroom row home. my bf sleeps in the grungy basement😔also his brother just got out of jail and is back and forth to the methadone clinic. They smoke in the house! the mom dad brothers sister the bf...all around the 4yr 7yr and 13 yr old blowing it right in their face!!!Here's the really fun part...They have a roach infestation, a million flies buzzing around the house and Ive seen the one of. the 6 cats holding a dead mouse so apparently there's mice too.it smells so bad in there because they never change the cat litter(that sits next to the kitchen table) and the cats must piss all over the house and the kids sit all over the floor😷 My bf works 12 hr days and is the only one that feeds the friggin animals. When I've walked in over there I'm greeted by crying starving cats and kittens. His mother(God forgive me for talking about someones mother) has been prescribed narcotic pain meds since she was 17 and she's still on them. Shes the only mom i Know that stays up until 5 am for no good reason, smoking cigarettes in the bed and doing whatever. She knows her kids take drugs( not my bf). he seems to be the only normal one. Another thing that really bothers me is that she never cleans! like you dont work and yes I know your taking care of your grandchildren because your daughter is a waste of life but you could bleach the bathroom once in a while😷The kids over there drink nothing but SODA! which i dont agree with. They never get their teeth brushed and they're rotting out of their mouths and I dont think she cares because she lost her teeth before the age of 20. His dad also has no teeth and his sister is missing her front tooth😶 and his brother who just got out of jail has probably 5 teeth left. Thank God my man has his teeth. I feel bad for talking negatively because no matter what thats his family and thats all he knows.He later admitted that he just gets upset that im right but it still hurts. I was also mad that we're supposed to be saving money and he ran out and went on a shopping spree for himself...really? Im in the same fucking yoga pants I wear all the time. He does work hard so I just said he deserves to treat himself. Am i wrong for saying baby cant go there? How do I tell his mom? I dont want her to think Im talking behind her back and would like to have a face to face convo about it without hurting her feelings because at the end of the day shes always been very nice to me. I just wish things were different.. knows. When I expressed to him I dont want the baby going over there he asked why and i explained a lil. But last night we got into a fight over something stupid and out of no where he started yelling like I'm sick of the way you talk about my family! and i understand it hurts to hear you cant have your own child go visit over your moms but really why would you want him there?! Im not gonna lie I'm embarrassed for my fami

ly to meet his. They are fond of him and think he's a nice hard working humble guy...but what are they gonna think of his family showing up with no teeth puffing cigarettes feeding the four year old a pepsi