Here I am sitting here filled with overwhelming anxiety and fear. Every ache every pain every braxton hick, im worried im scared is this preterm again is this normal? It happened once and I ddnt even know, how will I know now? Am I in labor again am I over reacting, im terrified. How do i know, what should i look out for, a constant flood of mortifying thoughts and no answers. Millions of google searches, hours of asking questions and I still have no idea whats going on. Its aweful it brings me to tears every appointment is me glued to the monitoring screen having no idea what the numbers mean praying that everything is okay. I just want everything to be okay, every night is a nightmare each day drags on, and I continue to worry.