Thinking about abortion

Please dont judge girls. At the moment Im 4-5 weeks and I have waited to be pregnant for so long, and I am extremely happy that my body is capable of conceiving but its the worst moment ever. I just moved to the states and still waiting for my greencard. I an married for a few months and love him more than anything. I am still finishing up my University and getting used to live here. Im not insured, dont have a job, nothing. I have absolutely no idea what to do, its still early and if Im going to do it its now. What would you do in my place? Im sorry if this is the wrong place to post it :(