this will be my third pregnancy. I'm petrified.

husband and I have been trying for a year.

We've had two angels

17.05.2017 at 5 weeks

11.07.2017 at 4.3 weeks

I fell pregnant in my second cycle after my miscarriage.

Today, the day we farewell his Nonna from this Earth, the second cycle after my second angel, we've found our third.

the first thing I did was cry, I haven't really stopped. I'm terrified, absolutely terrified.

I don't have the strength to go through this again. I'm 4.4 at the moment, this very moment mere minutes after finding out.

I ovulated very late, so I thought I was still a few days off testing. I have had zero symptoms (I have a horrendous cold anyway so anything I've felt has been that, plus I'm on a lot of pills that are stopping immediately.

I'm petrified. Absolutely terrified.

please keep your fingers crossed for me.