sad day for my family

well glow Mama's ... started spotting on Sunday went to the er Monday put on pelvic rest ... went back today because I passed a Colt that looked like a small sac ... was told I miscarried..that I must have lost it a few weeks ago . I don't believe my dreams of bringing another life in this world is going to come true . this isn't my first m/c either with my husband . either my body is telling me no or the universe is saying something else . whatever the reason may be I don't know how I should feel. I was so excited!!😔😔