A couple weeks ago me and my husband found out that we're being given a 3rd chance at having a blessing. Due to medical conditions I went my whole life believing I couldn't conceive at all. A little over a year into our wonderful marriage we found out we were pregnant! I was excited and shocked. I was early so the first couple times not seeing a sac was normal and then the doc said we were miscarrying but, atleast he could say it wasn't ectopic; 2 weeks later in severe pain I'm rushed upstairs for emergency surgery bc I'm 8wks and the baby is in the tube. I of course lose the baby and also my right ovary and tube! The doc admitted he almost lost me and I would never have a child naturally go-to my uterus. Recovery was painful but, the emotional recovery was worse. Well 8 months later I'm rushed to the best hospital in the state for a possible cancerous tumor. Upon arrival they did a routine pregnancy test and we were pregnant again. I felt shocked and scared. Since I was suppose to have surgery the next morning I had to postpone and get my levels checked daily. This time everything was going normal and we had to put off the surgery. At 9weeks we saw our little miracle and heard the heartbeat. We cried and looked forward to our 5hr trip to the specialist at the best hospital at our 12weeks mark. During the ultrasound there the baby doesn't move and the woman doesn't speak or anything. When the doc came in I already knew. Our precious angel died just 3 says after we heard that precious beating. That was a long emotional trip home and after an hour of driving we couldn't do it and thankfully my parents met us and drove us home. After the d&C; a week later I told my husband we couldn't try for a while bc I couldn't take it. We both hit close to rock bottom very hard but, thankfully our love is stronger than that and we brought ourselves out. About 2weeks to the day of being 100% clean we found out about this miracle. We hope that this beautiful gift will stay with us forever and always remind us how strong our love is and what blessing we got for being better people. We are doing our best to do everything right and hopefully in October I'll be able to report we made it to the 1st safe point.