So i didn't think anything of it. He was acting a little weird but I didn't put too much mind to it. and I'm so upset. I don't know what hurts more the fact that he is writing other females or the fact that he's hiding it. it breaks my heart because these are really attractive female with really pretty petite bodies. and I'm over here the size of a cow, the heaviest I've ever been, but I know it's all worth it because im creating a life. I feel so bad right now, my hormones are kicking in. So I was using his phone to call the hospital because I am currently 39 weeks pregnant and there's a storm coming so I wanted to take the right precautions to make sure that we are safe. And I see that he has a message on Instagram, so I open it and see 2 messages of 2 females, very attractive females. It clearly looks like he has deleted the conversations, but the last message they send weren't anything bad. I'm still hurting. When I gave him his phone back he knows that I know, I'm not going to cause a scene. It's quite ignorant if I do. I'm just so confused now. About our whole relationship, idk if I want to marry him now. Like why hid it??????.....i don't hid anything from him💔💔 in fact when anybody texts me I answered right in front of him and I tell him who it is. smh