No heartbeat 💔

Yesterday was my initial prenatal appointment, I was so excited and so looking forward to hearing that beautiful heartbeat but God had better plans for my baby.

I am 9 weeks and 5 days but our angel measured 6 weeks and no heartbeat 💔💔💔

Never would I have thought this would happen, I thank God for my husband who came with me and was there for me.

D&C; is scheduled for Monday, it will be tough but like I said, God had better plans.

-I will always wonder, who you would have been

***UPDATE***

Today I went in for D&C;, it was a long process since I needed clearance for bloodwork before they took me to the OR. A little past 1pm they took me and sedated me, next thing I knew, it was over.

I'm experiencing menstrual cramps and back pain. The hospital offers burial and a ceremony service for the little Angels that we have held in our womb for a moment, I had no idea, I was thinking that they would discard but they don't, they will send me information in the mail.

Emotionally, I'm a wreck! I cry and then I'm fine then I cry again and again. Just when I believe I'm better, I'm not. And it's been like that since I left the hospital 💔

I want to thank all of you wonderful ladies that have taken the time to show your empathy and support, I read it over and over just cause it proves that I am not alone and that there is Hope.

God willing, when the time comes, I will be announcing my rainbow baby 🌈

Thank you all once again ❤️