How I feel daily

Paula

My name is Paula and I have suffered from Severe Depression, Anxiety/Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, and Disassociative Disorder for 22 years.

This picture depicts how I feel on a daily with all of the above except the Severe Depression. That I just cry for around 4.5 to 5 hrs and then go on with life like nothing happened. How am I supposed to live like this?