My Father

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My dad thinks I'm making this up that my depression and anxiety is a stunt and that I'm doing it for attention. I've been struggling with this since I could remember I've gone to consulars and doctors. They've confirmed my anxiety and I was put in a study for depressed teens and the effects it has on the brain. I've gone as far to tell them of my suicide attempt and he still doesn't believe me. Idk what to do I have kind of given up on him. I feel like I will never be taken seriously. I just want help. I've been struggling by myself for 17 years and I'm tired of waking up everyday and not wanting to be here and not wanting to be around people. I want to be alone but I also want help. Help me please.