Yeahhh not cool 😬😰

Saw the IT movie last night and while it was not very scary at the time, tonight I am home by myself while my boyfriend is working. I've been having nightmares all night and I'm prone to sleep paralysis and was falling into an episode, it took me like a whole minute just to force my head up from the pillow. I had to go lay in the living room with the cat, with the kitchen light on. Just wanna have a peaceful night of sleep! I know this wouldn't be happening if my boyfriend was here with me 😢