LADIES, I NEED HELP ASAP.

i need urgent help!!!!! Im a senior in highschool so this is my LAST year in the country that i'm living... HOWEVER, i have a boyfriend who moved to washington (we've been together for two years) and we are in a long distance relationship. IM SO CONFUSED. I want to have fun, go out, get drunk and make out with other guys!!!!! BUT i still love my boyfriend i just really want to enjoy my last year here, my senior year!!!!!! im afraid that if i break up with him i'll regret it, i feel like im stucked in this relationship altough i do love him. I really dont know if i should break up with him or not....if i do for this reason he'll HATE me. is it sluty and superficial the reason why i want to break up with him? PLEASE HELP