PREGNANT & MARRIAGE

I really really want to be either a mother or a wife. More so a mother. A mother takes a ton more effort than being a wife though. My boyfriend and I have been dating for a year and a half now. We live together. I do all the wife like things such as cleaning, cooking and even as far as waking up at 6am with him just so that I can be up to make his lunch for the day & kiss him goodbye ❤️ we talk about marriage and children quite a bit. I have hinted to him that "I AM SO READY!!" And the other day he tells me that he wants to wait bc he isn't ready. He's 26 & im 21... 😩😩 I want to be a mother or wife now!! But I know my family won't be proud of me to have a baby before marriage. His family will definitely be disappointed. He has worked so hard to do everything the "right" way. I hate to ruin it. :( I just needed to vent.. :( any comments are welcome.