So I've been with my husband for almost 10 years(officially on Xmas eve) married for almost 4. We have a son together, just turned 3. Call me crazy but I started to have feelings for another man. I've been with my hubby since my 1st semester at college. This was my first real relationship, and not that high school-a few month -relationship.

My high school reunion just passed and my hubby went with me. And there I saw the boy "I was in love with," he was the boy next door (literally a couple house up the street). I caught him starring straight at me as if it was "damn, the one that got away." He was always mean to me when he was around his guy friends.

I barely got to catch up with him, it was just of those "hey, long time no see. What have you been up to?" He owns and runs a business. So he knows I'm married and have a toddler. But after the reunion, he recently got in contact with me. We've exchanged flirty words and now it's to the point of "is it too late to get to know you more?" I don't know what's with me- am I just yearning for the attention that someone else happens to be giving me. He tells me that I'm a hot momma and how he wishes to turn back time. He's compliment me more than I can remember my hubby saying anything about me since having our son. I remember bumping into him at the university and we just smirked at each other and went our way. He was also dating someone at that time too.

BUT my hubby and I have recently and are currently ttc for baby #2 but that's literally the only time I see my hubby. And our sex has been great if not better. Im not sure if thinking of another man has raised my sex drive though. My hubby recently made me a sahm because what I made part time doesn't come close to half a work weeks pay.

Like, I'm finding myself yearning for the other guys messages. I thought I didn't know how to flirt anymore since I've been off the market for 10 years. But apparently I do and I'm kicking myself for this. Please don't hate, I'm merely venting it out.

Help me please

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