is THIS our month?!

SO and I have been trying since July after our second loss in June. This month I honestly got lazy. my cycle isn't quite back to normal but I know I've been ovulating. 4 dpo I had very light pink spotting only when I wiped for 30 minutes at the most and it just stopped. since then I've been super moody and could sleep for days I'm always exhausted. I'm so bloated I constantly walk around looking like I've eaten 12 tacos in one sitting. my cervix has gotten higher and higher and seems to be getting firmer. tonight, I had very light pink spotting again one time when I used the restroom. now I'm having weird tight feeling cramps. I really hope this isn't AF sneaking up. please send baby dust!