I'm So Angry At Him!!😡

Both myself and my OH moved into our current flat 4 months ago now. I was the one to put down the money for the deposit (in excess of £2k because we couldn't find a guarantor!!) and I paid the first month's rent entirely upfront. 🤷‍♀️

The agreement between us was that we'd go halves on all rent and bills until we were back at university, at which point I'd put more down because my student loan would be more than his bursary (he's a foreign student, so doesn't get anything more than his tuition fees paid).

For the past few months, he's blown his money on weed and consequently snacks. He's refused to work more than two shifts a week, sometimes not at all. Funnily enough, I've had to cover rent and bills with him giving me little more than £150 per month.😞

This month was supposed to be different! He said he'd go halves for sure this month and up until 3 days ago I believed him...until he turned to me and effectively said he had no money and would have to borrow off his mum.😒

His mum's leant him £250 but he can't access it because his PayPal account has been limited and he needs to prove his identity and residence. PayPal keep saying the documents he's providing aren't appropriate because he's not read the instructions correctly and it's bounced back twice now. He can't access the money.💩

I'M SO ANGRY!!! I'm £100 short of fucking rent because of him. And I have to pay it by tomorrow!!! 😓

UGH! I'm 11 weeks pregnant, £6000 in credit card debt because I've had to cover his arse and supply food, pay bills etc. and I've maxed both cards now, so really can't afford to cover his arse again! I'm fuming 😡

I've had enough😩