Long Distance

Brooke

I've been with my boyfriend for about 10 and a half months. I already know he's the love of my life and I don't know what I'd do without him. He moved to Connecticut at the end of June for work, an amazing job offer he received before he graduated. I'm still in New York, approximately 340 miles away. The last few months have made things more difficult, but all I feel is my love for him growing. This last week has been more taxing on us than the others before. I've had my doubts of whether or not I could do this anymore. I voiced my concerns as well and finally found out last night that he has those same worries. He doesn't feel as though he is good enough for me and he thinks I would be better off without him. He doesn't want to end things but he says my happiness is so important to him and he doesn't think it's fair to keep me because he thinks I deserve more. We didn't end things yet and I really don't want to. I just don't know how to convince him he's all I've ever wanted and more. It's been almost a month since I saw him last, when I spent a week with him in Connecticut and he helped move me back into college. I really want to go to him, to be there with him to hash all this out and to help him believe in us again. Show him that he is more than enough for me. What do you think I should do until I make it to Connecticut?