My heart hurts 💔

Im still grieving my miscarriage..a week ago it happened and I'm still hurting inside so bad. The possibility of our child is gone..the plans we started thinking about and visualizing..gone..it took so long to get to that point and it was taken away. I was almost 6 weeks, so not all that far along but is this normal? For my heart to be so broken? We want to try again my heart is just so heavy. Idk who to talk to about it. My husband is closed off about it because in his eyes, he tries not to grieve over something out of his control. I can't seem to get myself motivated each day unless I'm at work because my mind is so distracted. I've had dreams about being pregnant and that the mc didn't happen, that drs made a mistake. Those happy dreams set my day up to where I don't even want to get out of bed once I've woken up..I have a history of anxiety and depression but haven't had the depression aspect for a very long time, atleast not to this extent. I don't want medicated..especially since I'm hoping to conceive again soon..I just want to feel a bit of peace in my mind. Does anyone else out there have this grief now or still?