Help! Need suggestions...

I am very sensitive to hormonal pills, I have tried a few different brands and all of them made me a weeping, bitchy mess for my entire cycle haha. I suffer from PMDD and would prefer an oral contraceptive that could help alleviate my moodiness and depression as well as regulate my periods. What have you guys had luck with? Anyone in a similar situation? I'm terrified to try birth control again because I don't feel like myself when I'm on it, but my PMDD is equally debilitating. I would really appreciate suggestions! ❤️