So I've been having infidelity issues due to my husband with wondering eye's.

We have been ttc after a demise pregnancy in 12/2015 then day of wedding 2016 found out I was positive I was happy,The following month. The baby was m.i.a wit anotger another mc.😥😥..I've been trying not to get discouraged but its so hard for me .Today It stated that Pregnancy was a 3.3 chance of being A Yes.I have all symptoms but then again my husband gets me 😡.We have a quicky ..He gets aggressive an I leave to pick up our son an i come back an pee an wipe thiers bleeding an tissue..oh no im panicking but hoping it will go away. Don't know what to do ttc is not possible for me cause im 43?