So frustrated..

So few weeks ago had some complications lost my plug started contractions they stopped sent for ultrasound cervix sitting at 3.9 sent home.. few days past contractions again sent for ultrasound cervix sitting at 2.9 had steriod injections sent home.... 2 days ago cervix at 11mm funneling started bleeding sent home. I'm 32 weeks. All I get told is we will be lucky to reach 36 weeks but if labour starts present to your local emergency department for further advise. 😣😣😣😠😠😠😠😠😠😠 I needed to vent.