Not a good day...

So today is the six year anniversary of my dads suicide... It's also my one day off from work. All I want to do is be held and get attention from my boyfriend but he's been playing destiny with his friends all day long. And I get it he likes the game and he doesn't know what today is cause it's not marked down anywhere ya know? But still I broke down crying over the smallest thing and he held me and tried to make it all better but I just wanna cry and be held cause I miss him so damn much. He was amazing and I loved him and I just miss him...