A little sad

I had an abortion two days ago. I am a little sad that I couldn't keep it. My relationship with the father isn't great. We fight a lot. I literally have no money to raise a baby and I wanted to be able to give the baby everything and I just wouldn't have been able too. Adoption was never a thought for me. I knew if i spent 9 months pregnant I would never be able to give it away. I couldn't see another family raising my baby.