Now I'm crying

I got really upset with my husband. I don't want to tell anyone we were pregnant yet and he told a couple people. He's super excited and just couldn't wait to tell someone. I'm just so worried that something bad is going to happen so I freaked out on him. And told him he didn't respect that I wanted to wait. Now I feel like the biggest bitch in the world and I'm crying. At work.... ugh I needed to vent I feel so bad I'm just so scared that we won't hear a heart beat again and now we'll have to re tell everyone that we lost the baby. He keeps saying everything will be fine. Of course I'm super happy too. I just I feel like a complete crazy Person right now. Anyone else ?