Craving pregnancy?

I have 2 baby girls right now and my boyfriend has 1 as well. I feel weird saying this but I miss being pregnant so bad and actually crave it. I want to get that positive test and think of a creative way to tell my boyfriend. I want to go through all the ultrasounds and feel the kicks and see my belly grow. I loved labor and delivery, even if it was hard and painful. I want another baby but my boyfriend doesn't and isn't sure he will ever want another one. Uughhhhhh. Sorry, guess I needed to vent and I guess also see if anyone else feels this way? I'm almost obsessed.